今天还没过一天，我已经回来了。真的是很失望，没有惊喜也算了，连要在一起久一点都没有，也没有去什么好地方庆祝。haiz....为什么我男朋友是这样的人？我真的忍不住，不敢在他面前说，只好在这里发泄。这有可能是最后一次可以在一起庆祝这么纪念的日子了，偏偏就在这样的时候他的电脑出问题，搞到不能出太久，这一早上都只是处理重要的事情，吃了早餐就回了。一点意义都没有.....为什么你就不可以找点特别的，来纪念今天呢？我很失望也很伤心，一点开心的感觉都没有。我真的很羡慕其他的情侣，他们真的很甜蜜虽然在大众前，为什么我又不可以？好累....
不知道是否有没有惊喜？
多两天就是我和他的交往四年纪念日了，我们想庆祝，可是情况看来很不妙。但我还是希望可以得到来自他的惊喜，会有吗？我觉得没有咯，他都不会计划的。最近又忙着读书的事情，还敢想要什么？这的确只是乱想而已，他一定自认为跟我说声“我爱你”再不是就是“四周年快乐”类是的话。我要的不是这个，希望他会为我想，可是有可能吗？失败！四年前的他就不会这样了，现在的他的确很少关心，体贴了。变了，可是我还这么爱他。希望他会更爱我咯..好好珍惜拥有的时间了。无论如何，我在这里祝福他“交往四周年快乐，我爱你”。也祝福他的考试可以顺利完成，希望他可以如期毕业咯！加油..我永远支持你！
very tougher week...Oh My God!
starting from today until next week,it will be more hardest week to me.This is because my mini project,test,assignment and lab need to done by this 2 weeks.very pack!I don't know weather I can done it or not,especially mini project (web authoring, and visual basic programming). Plus again their test 2,included theory test and practical test. I just can hope God bless me,so I can cover all these thing before seat for my final examination on middle of May. Really2 busy until do not know which work should I start first. haiz....wei na,you must gambateh!!!Confident yourself can do it!hehe
Today (21/4/2010) is very unlucky day for me...^||^
today I need to attend 1 presentation and 2 quizzes.Now,I have done 2 of them,and my last quiz for today will attend on 3pm later.I really hate for my quiz result(english),I never get this result before as long as I study...But,today...it is happened!!!!3/10,where should I put this result?Really damn!I cannot blame others people,I need to ask myself and do not repeat it again!I also not satisfied with my presentation mark,only 13/20.Why others people include malay still can get same mark with me?This is englsih presentation,should students include any malay inside their presentation?I don't know how this lecturer mark our's presentation,is it her not fair?Can give me explanation??Then,I just realize that this 2 weeks,our's hostel AJK will organize "gotong-royong" activity,so this week need to stay,cannot stay out!Then,next weekend they will also organize an activity,I don't think I can stay longer here!The worst thing is,next Wednesday is our's memorial day,but can we celebrate on that time.I hope can, I don't want to celebrate on others day,it will meaningless....haiz..Really bad today,all negative things come together by today!I don't know what will happen after this...I hope God can bless me today.
伤心？
我们很久没吵架或翻脸了，今天不知道什么日子，我忍不住了就跟他翻脸了。我真的很气他对我的态度，我可以忍可是我们的忍耐还是有限的。为什么他还是不会去理解这个道理，“对不起”这句话也很少会说，既然是你错，为什么不可以你先开口道歉呢？我不要用分手来解决问题，我希望他不会用这样的笨方法去解决这样的问题。我很爱他，他呢？是否也一样到今天？还是厌倦了？我不喜欢这样的状况，快点离我远去吧问题！！！！
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