心情故事~~~~

Almost 8 hours to go,we gonna say goodbye to 2009.That's mean 2010 is coming soon,2010 is extreme and challenging year for me.By this year,I will enter semester 3 in my study,sem 3 is hard semester if compare to previous semester.Especially after i get my result for this semester,4.00 is the highest pointer.So,next semester if pointer drop it will be a shy matter..haiz..anyway,life still need to go even it is tough especially likes me as a student in college!Besides that,I hope can do well in next semester,I also have several wish want to share to you all:
1. I hope everyone can stay healthy everyday and happy everyday.
2. I hope my parent can stay healthy always and happy everyday.
3. I hope my study can do better than this year,can improve more,and upgrade myself in all aspect.
4.I hope he can finish his final semester completely and can find a suitable job in this coming year.
5.I hope our's relationship can keep as well like now!
6. I hope this year can go holiday with my family.
So,thats all my wishes for 2010.Of course I hope all can dreams come true.Lastly,I wanna to wish all my friends "Happy New year@Happy Tiger Year 2010"...Smile always!

I checked my result already,is a great present for this year 2009!I scored 4 flat for this semester,all subject I scored A!Thanks to all my lecturer..

昨晚我和一群从小学，中学到学院认识的朋友一起团聚。这是一件不简单的，这个提议是由我提起，所以我需要找回以前的朋友。最后我还是成功了，我觉的得这样的团聚方式应该每年都继续下去。虽然大家各有各忙，在这样的时候我们可以互相联系感情及增进彼此的友宜。希望接下来的日子还有机会跟大家聚一聚。

This is my niece,my friends said looks like my son.haha...Actually they are my niece.

31/12/2009 is the date to check the final exam result,wao...left 8 days only..Next week is the due date already.I got little bit worry and scared,don't no what is my result pointer..Maybe will drop..I don't want drop too much,I hope next Thursday will coming soon..hehe I don't like to waiting!!!Besides that, today already 23/12/2009,left 8 days 2010 is coming also..What will my new year wish??hehe..I must think it for it!

Today I and my cousin went to MBO cinema watched movie title is..."The Princess and The Frog".Is a nice movie,even it is cartoon.I have studied this sentences today which is "Careful what you kiss for",it may effect your life...hehe likes the princess in the movie.I went together with my 2 cousin from miri,one of them is a little boy named ah chun,even he already 14 years old,but he still looks like a little boy..So, I paid for his ticket just only RM 7.hehe...we save RM 4, and we used it to buy popcorn.A funny scene...Anyway,I hope we have chance to watching movie again in cinema.

最近我们的感情有一些很好的转变，他对我很好。让我感觉到很安心，这种感觉我好想让它一直存在，不会有结束。现在都觉得好想每天都可以见到他，看他关心我的样子。这种转变是他病后开始的，我觉得得到。他很关心我咯，这就是我想要的，可能他也成长许多吧!是一件好事，要继续保持那样的关系咯^^他的实习要结束了，我看得出他在这段时间学到很多，这次真的没白费整整半年。希望他会善用这半年来学到的东西，我会永远自持你的！加油咯。。接下来的假期我知道你要忙你的报告了，无论如何，赶快把它做好，这样我们才有机会和时间出去约会咯。。我们真的好久没有手牵手一起逛逛了，好想念那种感觉。希望这次假期里我们会有属于我们的约会日子吧！如果每天都可以那样该多好啊？？？

Today is my last paper for final exam,OS paper I did it very well I hope I can achieve what I want lo..But I am sick,not so good holiday starter..haiz..1 month holiday,don't know how it will go...

Yesterday I have seat for C++ paper,I do my best already.Because I was sick,so my performance really bad lo...Next Monday is my last paper Operating System,many theory need to memorize but my situation is not available..haiz..I also want do the best for that paper..Please,I hope I can recover as soon as possible...

Today I must done with analysis of c++ and OS previous semester paper.I hope I can finish up everything by today also,because I want start do real revision tomorrow for C++.My C++ marks is quit low,so I want push up it for my final exam paper.I hope I can improve it even I did'n stay at hostel!All my friends stay at hostel to study,but I choose to stay at home.I hope will not effect me.I must do it as well like them !

Finally, I have done my first paper.I just can said I do the best already.Now, I am preparing next paper,it will held on Friday.This is afternoon paper,I don't like this time to seat for any examination. But, no choice!!I really want finish exam faster lah.. Let's do the best!!!

Today is last day to preparing maths exam, tomorrow is the real day.Today my friends asked me:"this sem gt confidence score all A "?this question i dun dare to think it,I juz answered him "Juz do the best".Honestly I said that,I feel pressured also,but I advice myself dun pressured yourself too much,dun think wad others people said,juz do whatever u can do.I hope this 3 papers I can do the best,perfectly.Of course I want all A lo for every subject,but I dun dare to think it too much.Good Luck to everyone!

last night, i went to grand continental hotel for our's department dinner. I am the mc for that dinner,I am do the best last night,and all end perfectly.Thank you for my lecturer because give me the chance to become the mc of dinner.I am very lucky also last night, because I won the lucky draw..haha I am the person who announced the number , at the same time I received the prize.wah..grate! Next Monday I will start my mathematics examination,Good Luck to everyone who will seat for examination starting next week,Gambatei!!!!!!

Today is first day of December 2009,left 30 days to go we will say goodbye to 2009..wao..very fast!I have finish my practical test,full marks..hehe Today very bored I think..haiz.. tomorrow no class anymore,waiting Thursday coming,I have dinner that night,excited!!haha..

今天是很紧张又冲忙的一天，我今天有一个presentation,test,and quiz.很顺利的我已经度过所有的测验。希望一切都考到不错咯！明天还有一个practical test,哇.....这个不敢说是否有信心可以做到，但我会尽力！下星期就是真正大考了，可是我还没做好准备。今天才知道自己的试卷时间最后两张都在下午，显哦...搞到有点措手！我希望快点假期，我想无忧无虑的过我的假期。今天已经是十一月份的最后一天，剩下一个月，我们就要跟2009说再见了，新的一年即将到来，有什么新希望呢？？我觉得今年过得很快咯。。

Today my bf is sick and having high fever.I sent him to clinic and check,fortunately no big matter..I hope he can recover as soon as possible..I take care him today,I really feel that he is very important to me..I just wish he can recover as well..I want see him happy,healthy..I don't like see him weakness and sickness.Even I din study for my test,but I don't care anymore.He is important now.But,I will still keep to study tonight,I hope I can catch up lo..I hope God can bless me..My system haven't done and complete..how?????

我已经十九岁咯..长大一岁了。这是今年的生日蛋糕，是人家送的哦..谢谢。我还买了份礼物给自己，那就是....一条裙，我很喜欢这条裙子。嘻嘻...穿了它再拍下来看..哈哈 虽然今年的生日我过的很平淡，但我很珍惜也开心。我很多朋友还记得我的生日。谢谢你们~我还跟我表妹去吃好的，她请我的。哈哈..谢谢雯！我只希望自己将来临的考试，我可以做到最好！也希望我身边的人都能安康，开心就好了。谢谢你dear..^^

Now,0621 I woke up when I heard my phone rang...Is my bf sms me and send the wish to me..Today is very special to me,because today not only my own birthday,but also my laptop 1 years old birthday.Besides that,my nini also celebrate his 3 years old birthday.I am thanks a lot to my friends,send me the wish,I received 7 already starting from last night.Even today I have exam,honestly I said I didn't study for it.I just can wish my birthday today can bring me a luck for my exam later on.

这是一篇很感人的短文也是一段故事，我希望他会珍惜眼前拥有的一切。




男孩和女孩从小就认识，男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾，每次男孩总是

满载而归，女孩却是两手空空，女孩总是失落的含着眼泪，独自一个人回到家，然后

闷闷不乐。晚饭前，男孩敲响女孩家的门，女孩一见是男孩，扭头就走，男孩追上

前，对女孩说：“对不起，我把你的虾都捉走了，给，我把它们养在小鱼缸里，送给

你。”女孩眉头一放，慧心的笑了，就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年，转眼，他们各自

成长着。

——纯纯的“对不起” 。



男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩，经常会把女孩逗到哭，然后又去哄女孩到她笑为

止，直到长大后，也是如此。

男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有，然后躲在远处，看女孩

着急的走投无路，等着女孩拨通他的手机，然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩，依

旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来，灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自

行车，任由女孩在一旁发牢骚，男孩却暗自窃喜，然后委屈的对女孩说：“对不

起，我知道错了。”随即，女孩便会柔弱下来，告诉男孩下次不允许那样，男孩点

头，于是，那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。


—— “对不起”的快乐 。




大学毕业后，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，男孩的工作总是很忙，有时一个月

都休息不到一次，而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她，终于，他们有了第一次的吵架。女

孩委屈的哭起来，可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩：“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战

持续了很久。终于，女孩还是忍不住，主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都

因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交，可每次，都是女孩先妥协。

那年，女孩生日，男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日，女孩欣喜不已，她

在家精心打扮，等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日，这一等就是凌晨，女孩在睡

梦中醒来，脸上挂着泪痕，男孩见到女孩，心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕：“对不

起，嫁给我好吗？” 于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。


—— “对不起”也是一种承诺。




婚后，男孩的事业大有成就，经常有许多应酬，而女孩已经成为一个专职太

太了，每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭，把家里收拾的干干净净，她经常会去菜场买回

一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着，男孩总问他为什么，女孩却总是慧心的一笑。

慢慢的，男孩每次回家，身上总是充满了不同的香水味道，而每次没等女孩

问，男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然，那时起，女孩不太爱说话了，也不像

以前那么开朗了，她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里，抱着枕头看韩剧，然后随着剧情哭

泣，夜深时，就会疯狂的大哭。以后的日子里，男孩回来时，身上的香水味只有一种

味道了，女孩从来不问，可是男孩依旧说：“对不起，今天又去应酬了。”


—— “对不起”，谎言的开始。



渐渐的，男孩开始不回家，或总是在外出差，男孩的事业越来越好，身边都

是奉承的人，他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着，而女孩，几乎不出门了，她总会

去超市买上很多方便面，和一些必要的日用品，然后把自己关在家里，这一呆就是很

久。从前，女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天，而现在，她孤身一人，身边没有一个可以

说话的人，每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家，男孩总是仓促的回答到：“对不起，我

太忙了。”女孩，失落的扣上电话，那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。


—— “对不起”，只是个敷衍的方式。




女孩学着电视上的样子，开始打扮自己，她觉得男孩不回家，也许是看腻了

她，她决定不再颓废，自己的幸福应该靠自己争取，而不是无谓的后退。

那天，女孩心血来潮，按照地址去了男孩工作的地方，那是女孩第一次

去，也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯，来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方，她细细

的观察这个公司的每个角落，这里的一切，她都觉得很好看。终于，绕过长长的办公

走廊，她来到男孩的办公室，轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了，眼前看到的不是自己的丈

夫，也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子，更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男

孩，而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。那个女人坐在桌子上，******的发出微弱

的呻吟声，那个男人，仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……

许久，男孩才发现了女孩，男孩惊慌失措，忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女

孩，转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去，追着女孩，那晚，大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾

男孩的叫喊，径直往前跑，往回家的方向跑，男孩在女孩后面大喊：“对不起，我还

是爱你的，对不起，我真的只爱你。”可女孩，始终没有听见。


—— 这样的“对不起”太伤人。



男孩一直都没有找到女孩，女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗，无

心工作，无心花天酒地，他想不到女孩可以去哪里，因为女孩没有朋友，她唯一的朋

友就是男孩，男孩终日守着电话机，手机24小时不关机，怕错过了女孩的电话。这一

等就是半年多。

快递为男孩送来一个盒子。

男孩打开一看，里面是许多河虾的标本，有的在树叶边休息，有的在水草里

躲着，各式各样的河虾标本，旁边放着一封信。


“ 我始终没有勇气再见到你，可能是我太懦弱，也或许是我根本不想见到

你，我想这些『警告：注意文明用语！』应该过的没什么两样吧，我很好，我学会了

离开你怎么让自己存活，我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己，而不用每天等着你回家，为你

烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜，直到凉了也不见你的人，我的手机已经不用了，因为我已经不

会再为你24小时的不关机，让自己饱受辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己，珍惜自

己的本来应该美好的生活。我想，我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的，因为你把我的爱弄得

遍地麟伤。

离婚协议书，就压在鱼缸的底下，你签完字，按照地址给我寄过来就行了。

对不起，我想我是真的累了。”


男孩按照地址找去，他满心希望能够见到女孩，然后让女孩原谅，并且告诉

女孩自己不能没有她，可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲，而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——

是女孩的遗像。

女孩的父亲告诉男孩，女孩在写完这封信后，跳楼自杀了，血肉一片模糊。


—— 原来“对不起”也可以是种结束。


那一年，男孩疯了。


每个人在自己的生命里头，一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。请你好好的珍惜那

一个人，不是每一句的对不起，都可以换来每一句的没关系……千万不要辜负了自己心

爱的人，那对谁，都不好……把这个故事传下去，让你的朋友们知道，不要随意地说出

对不起......


多陪陪该珍惜的。生命诚可贵，有情价更高。


看了有什麽感觸嗎?

心疼?

傷心?

Countdown 2 day I will grow up 1 year old le...haha Even I don't want myself getting older,but I don't have any choice.Everyone will getting up de..Today I have OS test 2,moral final test and multimedia mini project presentation..Wah..a great day..never experience this before..I try myself to prepare the best oready,I hope the question comes out today will not killing me lah..Weina Kampatei!!!!!hehe
1404,I have done with presentation and OS test 2.All go through nicely and I do my best for my exam.Later on 1630 I have final test for moral.I hope it should be x pblm for me..1 hour before now, she come meet me and asking "you ask the to print with me"?I answered "Yes"!I don't understand what is the purpose she come and meet me.. Sacrifices some of her name will make her loss memory,izit?I understood that she need to seat for exam this evening,if you don't want help them, but you did it oready..You want me give back the time to you???Help people make it like do something good.Now is examination season,I trust that if you help people,you will have the feedback..Come on girl!!!Don't like that,you already 19 years old,still cannot think positively???I really angry with her just now,but I advice myself to cool down and do revision for exam this evening.I hope God understood my position.I also want to help my friends.

Today I feel very tired,and I having headache now..Oh my God! Tomorrow have 2 exam and 1 presentation.I hope I can do the last preparation tonight and perform the best tomorrow.I hope myself no problem,then it should be fine.I received my mathematics test 2 today, even I cannot score full mark,but I feel satisfied with my achievement,got improvement.But,I still cannot skip from careless..haiz...I hope I can do as well in my final exam that coming son this 7/December/2009..

Today I'm going back to my hostel liao..So sad..haha I haven t finish revision..Oh My God! Tomorrow have presentation, practical quiz...And my assignment cannot finish yet!die!!!!!!I hope I can finish it during this 2 days,but I cant!!!I planning to skip from that assignment,but it contribute 20% in my marks..My god!I hope this week will pass through faster and faster reach 26 of November..haha

Today is friday, so I'm going back to my house now..hehe But, I need to study at home this weekend,next week gt many examination oo..but I hope I can study smart lo..This week I really feel that go through very fast,I hope this coming week also like that, because I don't like to stay at killing week to long..Really can kill people especially me..haha My cousin this Monday starting her holiday liao..I havent yet..haiz..she asking me go shopping and play..but I need facing my exam first oo..exam+exam.....My God!!

This week I feel it is going very fast,but I likes it also..hehe Last sunday,I participate the birthday party,and I didn't suspect that it will become like that..It is good^^I m so happy when I saw him happy..Wishing him "Happy 21th Birthday"..Love You So much^^This week going faster and this week have a lot of works need to complete..Next week going to my birthday week..Yeah...but,I need to seat several examination and quiz first before can think how to celebrate it..^^ I'm luckily that my examination not going on my birthday,hehe...Thanks God! I hope I can get surprise on that day.anyway,I need to facing my exam first.I hope I can do well in that particular examination.Good Luck for those of my friends that taking STPM this year..Good Luck.Do Your Best,Be Our's Best!!!

Today I worried if they take punishment to me..what I should do?Many works to do o..Haiz...I hope they wont take any punishment to me..haha God..please bless me..Please...I went to MBO cineplex to watching 2012 movie,I go alone and watching alone..haha wao..that movie really2 extreme,it make I think if really happen,wad will happen to us?don't have anyway to go..all damped!Very extreme that movie..I hope it will not happen lah in one day..God Bless Our's World!

Today I have 1 quiz and 1 test...wah..Duno I should start which one first..But,my quiz I think not good this time..haiz..I hope my test wont like that..This week I cannot go home again!I really want kill him..Why he cannot consider for my part ha?Really really sellfish,I duno I can communicate with him or not.Maybe I will declare break liao..I cannot handle it anymore..Really really tension!If u do not consider me,for what I need to go for your function!terrible!Don't keep my mood bad,I needs to face my examination later on..I hope God bless me...Good Luck Wei Na!!!!

huhu....I skip 2 or 3 days din write anything on my blog..Today,I got free and I feel better today,so I'm going to write my feeling..haha Previous 2 days, 1 of my classmate enter hospital because she was appendix..we are worried about her,luckily after operation she will recover as soon as possible..U can do it Mel^^I wish her can recover faster,so we can study together again..hehe This week have a lot of quiz and exam + mini project need to finish.haha..Take It easy^^then,I were take photograph with whole my classmate besides Mel,and then we wear the blazzer..Look so smart..haha Let's take a look,I just took 2 picture only..

Last night I did my report until midnight,even I m tired after back until my home,I still advice myself to finish my work first. I am clearly my position now,beside than this report,I have a lot of others project need me to handle it.So, I must fight with time,everyone have 24 hours per day..So,it is depends on us how to manage this period.I feel better now,I hope this feeling will continue like that until end of day..haha Starting new day today,I must study for my quiz coming soon next week.Must score full marks o^^hehe...Wad u will think about this image?is it nice?cute?haha

wah..so tied today..I really feel ashamed when meet that kind of people..how?I need to let it like that or ????wad ever i did juz like a kidding....many hmwrks oo..I hope i can done it..plus this moody day,I must know which is important now!weina, u must kampatei!!!

this few days I really feel bad..really bad! A lot of hmwork that i need to done as well,then I duno wad happen between us..that person likes want to escape frm me,bt i duno the reason.Please don't play with me..If I m wrong,please tell me..Don't like that!!!make me really feel tension and pressured!

wah...hari ini memang best walaupun selepas sehari itu saya mengadu kaki sakit..Walaupun permainan kami ada yang memenatkan,tetapi kami berasa enjoy dalam program itu.Terima kasih kepada pengelola program kami,walaupun banyak perkara tidak berapa berjaya,tetapi akhirnya program sukaneka ini dapat dijalankan dengan lancar dan berjaya. Saya berharap ada peluang lagi untuk kami join program sebegini pada masa akan datang. Because A Lot of Funs!^^

Very pain my leg today...This is cause by our activity yesterday,no warming up..just call us run here and there...Really Really pain...My muscle..difficult to walk,then I need go to class at 4th floor..Pls Imagine..haiyo..I hope will recover faster,even walking also cannot do well..This week have many assignment and quiz that need to seat..I hope all I can handle as soon as possible.No mood to do homework if my leg like that..

Pada hari Rabu yang lepas iaitu pada 28/10/2009,kami daripada kelab kaunseling telah pergi meninjau pameran kerjaya di kampus kami. Banyak pengetahuan tentang tentera dan JPA, kerana pameran tersebut ialah berkaitan dengan tentera dan Jabatan Pertahanan Awam (JPA). Kami telah menangkap gambar sesama ahli kumpulan kami untuk dijadikan bukti bahawa kami berkunjung ke pameran tersebut.. Kami bersekempatan untuk melihat lebih dekat senjata-senjata yang digunkan oleh tentera-tentera kita. Selain daripada itu, kamu juga berpeluang untuk melihat pameran kereta kebal yang digunkan untuk berperang..hehe kami juga sempat melihat cara-cara CPR yang betul. Demo ini telah dijalankan oleh pegawai JPA, dan penasihat kami telah mecubanya. mari tengok aksinya memberi CPR..Sudah sampai penghujunya, kami dan pegawai JPA telah menagkap satu gambar sebagai bukti kami telah menyertai pameran tersebut sehingga tamat. En. Alan memberitahu kami bahawa sesiapa yang mengikuti pameran tersebut sehingga penhujung akan ditambah markah untuk kursusnya iaitu R2001.haha Kami semua beria-ria menunjukkan muka dalam gambar tersebut..

I tot today I will not stay out,but today I m luckily can go home...hehe So many hmwork o...duno can finish or not..haiyo...I hope I can done it as fast as I can..test all are coming soon..time will not wait for us.So,we should manage our's 24 hours very well..dun let it go like that only..I hope I can communicate with him better, and I m trying solve my problem..I hope he can change his attitude with me..Dun likes that la..make me hate him only..anyway,I hope i will have a nice and happy weekend^^

This is our's group member photo taken during our's program previous week at samajaya forest..Even we are very tied,bcoz when we take taht photo is before we going back to campus,means last agenda lah..But we still can comes out with nice photo..middle one is our's lecture who bring along we go there..thanks a lot from him n my friends who organize this program..Thank you..I enjoyed that program..I hope we still have another chances to undergo this kind of activity..hehe

early in the morning I already feel bad 2day..I think people should not start their day by this kind of mood..x gud ma early in the morning jiu feel smthing wrong..hehe Anyway,I must facing my day by going to class lo..today our class is very pack,only have 1 hour rest period..Every Tuesday likes that,but I adapt this session oready. I get my quiz result today, I dun aim can get full marks..hehe Thanks God!I need prepare my exam tomorrow,dunno wad question will comes out. So, we juz can read,understand and if necessary must memorize some terms o fact.Hopefully can pass lah^^

I m was very tied when is time go to class,bt x choice..we as student need to go to class on time^^firstly is my database class, I have practical quiz 2day..B4 I get the question paper, I m very worried wad will happen later on..hehe Bcoz I din study,juz depends on my knowledge lo..At the end, I can answer all the question n leave the class after pass up my question paper to record mark. thank you god!Juz now I taken back my trophy n voucher frm my lecturer, that is my prize for elocution contest. 2nd runner,I m so happy can participate in the contest n I learn a lots fro that contest. I really want say my thank you to my lecturer, bcoz of him I can do it..hehe Thanks Sir...

Today woke up so early,I m going back to hostel 2day..when i saw him I really feel moody...haiz...who can help me??????I dun likes this feeling lah..Before back to hostel I went to shopping complex n got discount almost half price all items..So, I try to search something..haha at the end,I bought 1 pair of shoes..Very cheap..So i dun care about money,I juz buy..hehe Lets take a look..I likes it so much..

first activity was explore 2 muzium at there. 1 of the muzium name is Muzium biology,while another one called muzium kayu kayan I think..haha Mr. Alan said this question mayb will comes out in our's exam,so everyone capture the name of muzium to prevent frm forgot..hehe Besides that, all the things inside that 2 muzium we must take note also,because he also will ask. So, I also gt took some of picture..Lets us take a look..My skills in taking photo x really well actually..Hopefully still acceptable to all my friends..Some of photo at the first post..